I wonder, if I die tomorrow, who will remember me, who will think about me, will people remember me forever for who I was or forget me in couple of days for who I was not… I wonder, sometimes. Sometimes, I wonder, what will happen if I was not born, would world be a better place. I think sometimes, am I the only dummest person alive. Did God made someone more smarter than other, or did that person became smart on his own. I wonder if I can become that smart person, or that person who knows how to enjoy his life, that person who seems happy all the time, that person who has perfect life. I sometimes wonder, if I can be that person, or be like him?